new year, new fringe?
So it's almost the end of January 2013, same old line - I can't believe how fast time flies. I cannot entirely recall what I did for the past twenty five days; probably counting down to bkk trip, or probably looking forward to school and then looking forward to days without school the moment lecture starts. But anyway, January has treated me well so far. Met up with a couple of friends on separate occasions, and have been spending quite a lot of time w Van recently cos she's now working at B.A. too :) Yayness.
And yes, so a new year brings upon impulse decisions such as chopping bangs.
K here's another picture, heh:
I once mentioned that December is like a month of reflection; to look back at the past months and try to prepare yourself for a brand new year. And now that January's here, my mind has been working non-stop. Been feeling pretty unsettled about many things! :/ I don't like to be restricted by boundaries or structures that people have made for themselves in order to live satisfactorily.
Woes of a perfectionist, boo. So difficult to pen down a blog post. I have this sudden feel to blog, I begin typing, a draft is then automatically saved. I read it from the top, about to publish the post, and realize that certain lines or words are causing a part to be disjointed. So I make amendments, save the draft, publish. Read it as objectively as I can like a third-party and realize that certain words don't seem to be used appropriately etc. And I begin ransacking my limited vocabulary for better words as a substitute and the whole editing process begins again. At the end of the day - I realize that maybe I didn't even manage to bring out the feelings I had before creating the post. Words and feelings always seem so different in my head and when they're being expressed. People ask why I prefer keeping things to myself - this is why c: Go figure.
Anyway, am heading to Bangkok on Saturday morning w the PF girlfriends! Am so glad our plan materialized :) It's our birthday trip cos three of us are actually February babies. Yes, I know it's still January, we wanted to head overseas in the month of Feb itself but a pity ticket prices aren't really reasonable due to CNY (I guess).
So glad that I've requested to not work tomorrow, I totally want to just sleep in and laze around before getting up to run some errands and pack!
Till then.
And yes, so a new year brings upon impulse decisions such as chopping bangs.
Haha, don't ask me why or how I came up with that decision - I had no idea either. Impulse decision, remember.
K here's another picture, heh:
I once mentioned that December is like a month of reflection; to look back at the past months and try to prepare yourself for a brand new year. And now that January's here, my mind has been working non-stop. Been feeling pretty unsettled about many things! :/ I don't like to be restricted by boundaries or structures that people have made for themselves in order to live satisfactorily.
Woes of a perfectionist, boo. So difficult to pen down a blog post. I have this sudden feel to blog, I begin typing, a draft is then automatically saved. I read it from the top, about to publish the post, and realize that certain lines or words are causing a part to be disjointed. So I make amendments, save the draft, publish. Read it as objectively as I can like a third-party and realize that certain words don't seem to be used appropriately etc. And I begin ransacking my limited vocabulary for better words as a substitute and the whole editing process begins again. At the end of the day - I realize that maybe I didn't even manage to bring out the feelings I had before creating the post. Words and feelings always seem so different in my head and when they're being expressed. People ask why I prefer keeping things to myself - this is why c: Go figure.
Anyway, am heading to Bangkok on Saturday morning w the PF girlfriends! Am so glad our plan materialized :) It's our birthday trip cos three of us are actually February babies. Yes, I know it's still January, we wanted to head overseas in the month of Feb itself but a pity ticket prices aren't really reasonable due to CNY (I guess).
So glad that I've requested to not work tomorrow, I totally want to just sleep in and laze around before getting up to run some errands and pack!
Till then.